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Zann Choo Broken English Blog I am crazy, sensitive, nice and friendly Self-Employed/Flea market vendor/event planner Supppot Local/youtube Musician Love earning money love Singing,Dancing and Writing Love reading other people blog and be a nice and friendly blogger C.S.I Wannabe Songwriter Wannbe Love guitar/ukulele and songwrting i have my own blogshop Do Support =] zannluvseenih@hotmail.com Wishes for Life
Learn Malay LanguagePhotographer Say bye bye to mine fatty fatty leg Oversea trip to taiwan 2012 Lose weight (65kg,60kg,55kg) Became a songwriter Do my very own 1st demo Learn make up Meet up with cheer chen and Learn swimming Mr Right Roller Blading Earn Big Money |
Tuesday, December 04, 2007, 10:35 AM
moody
Kind of feeling moody this few days 我已经累了...i lost my confidence already,i also dunno why,kind of miss of cell gp friend,didnt wan to answer any call or sms is what i wan to do recently.Have a breakdown yesterday,whole body was almost cramp.this illness have been gone for sometime already but i dunno why?i back here again.feeling really depression.i call dad from work and i cried.i wanted to tell dad what happen but i told him that my head is in pain,but i cant sense any pain at all....you guyz noe what i mean? Was reading angeline blog and there is something that i quite like it Without confidence in Myself, my Potential is robbed, my Destiny is robbed. The Thief has come to steal, kill, and to destroy. But I WILL NOT let him steal My Happiness, kill my Dreams, and destroy My Destiny. Its not easy for me to regain my self esteem again. Its also not easy to forget about my Past that I am still holding on So Tightly to. Even if one pick themselves up when they have fallen, there will still be scars and wounds on the body, one may still walk with a limp... Like angeline,i use to have a very bad past before that i dun ever wish to look back i want to look forward but somehow i really cant coz i still holding on it tightly I alway have a dream,i dream that my parent will not worry about me at all.i alway doing thing all by myself and i dun wan to keep them worry.for example i always been doing study myself.my parent have no woRry regard my study or ever work.When i say i wan to go back to school,my parent dun ask much coz they noe i noe what to do...getting abit blur already right???i dun ever like to tell my parent that i being bullies. At work i or people always think that i am a CLOWN,a clown to make people happy but why those this people about "the clown"'s heart?how am i feeling,when i bz u are making fun of me,when i bz u are so free....why is it like that,when i quiet u will ask me what happen,is this what i really wan?i really dunno I START GETTING worry about my furture....there is a few course i wan to go for ite course 1st choice:early childhood education then the rest *paramedic emergency care and nuring #fittness training *digital audio and viedo production #digital media design the rest i able to go expect for ealy childhood coz i still dun noe what they wan i alway dream to became a nursing but i cant cross myself yet the rest is juz for the sack,I WAN TO GO Back to school i noe after blogging all this,i will receive all kind of sms but friend i think i am ok I AM REALLY Ok i dunnoe |