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Zann Choo Broken English Blog I am crazy, sensitive, nice and friendly Self-Employed/Flea market vendor/event planner Supppot Local/youtube Musician Love earning money love Singing,Dancing and Writing Love reading other people blog and be a nice and friendly blogger C.S.I Wannabe Songwriter Wannbe Love guitar/ukulele and songwrting i have my own blogshop Do Support =] zannluvseenih@hotmail.com Wishes for Life
Learn Malay LanguagePhotographer Say bye bye to mine fatty fatty leg Oversea trip to taiwan 2012 Lose weight (65kg,60kg,55kg) Became a songwriter Do my very own 1st demo Learn make up Meet up with cheer chen and Learn swimming Mr Right Roller Blading Earn Big Money |
Monday, January 20, 2014, 3:30 AM
Mixed Feeling
I have been having a lot of mixed feeling and I have no courage to talk to anyone.Everyone have been seeing me as a SUCCESS, OUTGOING, FRIENDLY and Independent girl. At some point, I really hate how my parent raise me up but at some point, I am thankful how my parent raise me. Good Point; I will think really hard when it come to buy expensive stuff when I travel, I don't need days to pack (I just notice recently..) Bad Point: I don't talk or share when I have problem I admit, I am still running away from problem and when it really came to the very shit end, I face it with regret and this is something that I hope to change this years. I think my PMS is coming... damnnnnn.... I also have been thinking a lot recently. Until now, i still have no courage to tell my mum or family that i have actually close my shop at scape. at some point i wonder how they see and feel? i think i forgot when is the last time i cry infront of my parent or maybe cry to myself. maybe i lack of security.... maybe~ and ya, i going to Taiwan for almost a month. for work, it kind of excited me and at the same time, i worry. you know, my biggest worry is about money now, i really have to think thrice when it come to spending money i think i at risk and at the same time, it kind of scarend me. i used to think freely the year before. i wonder what have come into me currently. let end here then. finger cross for me. i have a long day and long world to do and see. i will share when i in depression mode again ;x |